(Inspired by Temporary from Eminem & Skylar Grey)
Unprocessed feelings
Will delay the healing
Peeling
Back the layers of darkness
Hopefully I can harness
My emotions
Because I don’t know how much longer I can take it
Can’t hold these thoughts in
Just been doing good at the saying
Life is what you make it
And I’m making it
Day by day
Even if I’m faking it
Greatness is there
And I’m taking it
The memories of you
I don’t want to forsaken it
Life is weird
Beginning to end
And when end comes
That’s when we transcend
Brings tears to my eyes
To think about it all
If I could depict how I feel
It’s like I’ve built up a wall
So let’s break it down
Grandma Ann I didn’t see you before you left
Just know with my Dad, I have to get this right
No more long distances of not seeing or speaking alright
My mom and grandma are getting older
And it scares me
The ones that brought and raised me in this world
Are all gonna leave me
And I’m left here alone
Thinking who will need me
And when my mind breaks
It’s not broken forever
My family will keep me together
And in time
I hope I’m fine
These tears will be temporary
The bad days
Will start to get better
And I hope I’m stronger than ever
And in time
I’ll be fine
Tears will be temporary